You and I will be... safe & sound. :)

I wished you were there with me, when all those shadows passed through the leaves, like they were trying to steal me from you. I wished everything would turn alright. But here we are, in this cruel world, where everyone waits eagerly for our next move. Wishing we would fall again.
I miss all those days when the forest was my only shelter, when the sky's birds were flying above my head, reproducing my lullabys, when she was waiting for me at home, with that annoying, fluffy cat. Everything seems so far away now. Do you remember our calm childhood? Everything seems now like a so much time ago ended fairytale. You were there, too, and that rainy day comes again and again in my mind, making everything even more worse. There, in the arena, we have to use the sword against each other. Only one can stay alive. 
But what happens if I can't stay alive without you...?
I wished we would live another live. I wished your name wasn't on the piece of paper which seemed like shining between the others. I wished nothing of these would happen. And now I'm here, in the middle of the woods, worrying for you. Worrying for all the wounds you got because of them, worrying for all the blood you shed during the fight for our lives. And, yes, hoping. Hoping that I will see you again. Hoping that everything would turn right. Hoping that I would look in your gorgeous blue eyes again, and that I will hide myself from everything is bad and mean, in your protective arms. Hoping that, in a happy future, we will stay there, in front of the crowds, knowing this horror movie tape got its end. At first, I didn't know if I would stay alive. I didn't know if I would get to return in my poor house, where she would wait for me, with her big, blue eyes staring at the door, wishing I would keep my promise. I didn't know if I would survive even the first days. But here we are. In front of the danger. You're squeezing my hand gently, trying to make my understand you'll never let me go, even when his sword would hit us. I'm returning the squeeze, with a smile. Here we are, ready to face the dangers, ready to begin the real fight.
I close my eyes, wishing everything would pass quickly... so wake me up with a kiss when the sunrise will announce us that we're safe.

XoXo,

Tanya Amy.